Day 22- Can you feel submissive without a dominant partner? If so, how does your submission express itself? If not, how do you handle your submission or submissive feelings?
i mean, it’s not really… i just am submissive. it’s not a feeling that comes with being in a relationship, and goes when i’m not in one. i think my life might’ve been a bit simpler if it was, but it’s not. that’s not how it works for me. but without somebody, i didn’t really have anyplace for it to go. it would usually manifest itself in small ways, like just walking slightly behind my friends when we were out or just like… sometimes i would just want to sit on the floor in front of the couch instead of on it. and that’s something i never really want to do anymore, because i’m in a relationship and my submissiveness can be more freely expressed, i guess.
i don’t really know if i answered this question the way it wanted to be answered.